Mar 30, 2008

On praying

Sometimes I can't find the words, so I grunt or squeal or cry or... steal someone else's words.

"Grant that I may pass through the coming year with a faithful heart.
There will be much to test me and to make weak my strength before the year ends. In my confusion I shall often say the word that is not true and do the thing of which I am ashamed. There will be errors of the mind and great inaccuracies of judgment which shall render me the victim of my own stupidities. In seeking the light, I shall again and again find myself walking in darkness. I shall mistake my light for Thy light and I shall shrink from the responsibility of the choice I make. All of these things, and more, will be true for me because I have not yet learned how to keep my hand in Thy hand.
Nevertheless, grant that I may pass through the coming year with a faithful heart. May I never give the approval of my heart to error, to falseness, to weakness, to vainglory, to sin. Though my days be marked with failures, stumblings, failings, let my spirit be free so that Thou mayest take it and redeem my moments in all the ways my needs reveal. Give me the quiet assurance of Thy Love and Thy Presence."

- Howard Thurman, "Meditations of the Heart", p. 96, emphases mine

2 comments:

TheNeedyMother said...

Amazing, amazing quote. Thanks for sharing. When did you start reading Howard Thurman?

Faetryn said...

Glad ya like! Got the book on Feb. 14. Had no idea who he was before that.